death.

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 18:26:27 GMT

killing myself. i have one final left and i just do not have the brain capacity any more. tomorrow is my 5 year anniversary with brian therefore all i want to do is get home :( i just cant do it any more

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Fri, 23 Oct 2009 16:22:09 GMT

Hey everyone! I am a horrible updater once school starts I know! I will try to shortly update everyone.

Delta Gamma is political and annoying, but I love it with all my heart. The amount of drama that has been going on is quite annoying and insane. I am completely over it, it just makes it so hard when I want the best for our chapter and the girls, and people are critical. Its even harder when I am running for President and I feel like I have no support, or do not know where I stand within the chapter. Its been completely iritating me lately. This past week has been Big/Little week, which a week ago I was truly excited for, but once again I felt left short and did not end up with a little. This semester and last semester I was sure it would happen, because there had been two girls who I had so much in common with and it just seemed like a perfect fit. Well I guess not to them :( But its ok, just shows that it wasn't meant to be. Tonight is Revs, which is basically the new members find out who there bigs are.

Tomorrow night is Derby Days, which is the lip sync part for Sigma Chi's philanthropy. Its alot of fun, and takes up alot of time. I didn't have time this year to dance but I will be there cheering on the girls and the guys in our dance. We have won the last 2 years in a row, so hopefully we can keep that tradition going. Esp. since the director of alternate. panhellenic is my director as VP Panhellenic, so I need to show my support for her.

School wise I still have 3 midterms, two on Tueday and then a paper midterm due in class on Wednesday so this weekend and the first few days will be a complete mess for me. I'm just ready for it to be over with. I went to a meeting for T.I.M.A last night which stands for Teachers Initiative for Multi America and basically at the meeting I found out a lot of information about Grad School for Education and the dreaded application process as well the scary GRE's that I do not want to take at all! I am completely horrible at standarized tests, I say it all the time my SAT score was not the reason I got into Rutgers, not at all!

So therefore I am freaking out about a lot. Grad School, GRE, running for President, my boyfriend, and just life

Speaking of my boyfriend I get to see him in a week! yay. I am going to his school for Halloween. I haven't been up yet this year so I am really excited about it! Should be a good time. Next month he finally turns 21 and I can't wait! We are going to have so much fun! Our 5 year anniversary is in December so we are looking into doing something different his year. I am trying to find a ski lodge to stay at or something. Which I am really excited about :)

ok this was longer than I thought! I will talk to you all later <3 I will comment now!

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Wed, 30 Jan 2008 23:39:01 GMT

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