urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funsiizedSamantha Nicole ಌ ಌ ಌ ಌ ಌSamantha2009-12-22T18:26:27Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funsiized:7913death.2009-12-22T18:26:27Z2009-12-22T18:26:27Z killing myself. i have one final left and i just do not have the brain capacity any more. tomorrow is my 5 year anniversary with brian therefore all i want to do is get home :( i just cant do it any more urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funsiized:7188feels like home2009-10-23T16:22:09Z2009-10-23T16:22:09ZStand- Rascal FlattsHey everyone! I am a horrible updater once school starts I know! I will try to shortly update everyone. <br /><br />Delta Gamma is political and annoying, but I love it with all my heart. The amount of drama that has been going on is quite annoying and insane. I am completely over it, it just makes it so hard when I want the best for our chapter and the girls, and people are critical. Its even harder when I am running for President and I feel like I have no support, or do not know where I stand within the chapter. Its been completely iritating me lately. This past week has been Big/Little week, which a week ago I was truly excited for, but once again I felt left short and did not end up with a little. This semester and last semester I was sure it would happen, because there had been two girls who I had so much in common with and it just seemed like a perfect fit. Well I guess not to them :( But its ok, just shows that it wasn't meant to be. Tonight is Revs, which is basically the new members find out who there bigs are. <br /><br />Tomorrow night is Derby Days, which is the lip sync part for Sigma Chi's philanthropy. Its alot of fun, and takes up alot of time. I didn't have time this year to dance but I will be there cheering on the girls and the guys in our dance. We have won the last 2 years in a row, so hopefully we can keep that tradition going. Esp. since the director of alternate. panhellenic is my director as VP Panhellenic, so I need to show my support for her. <br /><br />School wise I still have 3 midterms, two on Tueday and then a paper midterm due in class on Wednesday so this weekend and the first few days will be a complete mess for me. I'm just ready for it to be over with. I went to a meeting for T.I.M.A last night which stands for Teachers Initiative for Multi America and basically at the meeting I found out a lot of information about Grad School for Education and the dreaded application process as well the scary GRE's that I do not want to take at all! I am completely horrible at standarized tests, I say it all the time my SAT score was not the reason I got into Rutgers, not at all! <br /><br />So therefore I am freaking out about a lot. Grad School, GRE, running for President, my boyfriend, and just life <br /><br />Speaking of my boyfriend I get to see him in a week! yay. I am going to his school for Halloween. I haven't been up yet this year so I am really excited about it! Should be a good time. Next month he finally turns 21 and I can't wait! We are going to have so much fun! Our 5 year anniversary is in December so we are looking into doing something different his year. I am trying to find a ski lodge to stay at or something. Which I am really excited about :) <br /><br />ok this was longer than I thought! I will talk to you all later <3 I will comment now! <br /><br /><br type="_moz" />urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:funsiized:649BEFRIEND ME (:2008-01-30T23:39:01Z2009-06-22T19:28:26Z<div style="text-align: center"> </div><div style="text-align: center"><img alt="" src="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ljplus.ru%2Fimg4%2Fk%2Fa%2Fkasolina%2FKopiya-15287281_10635186_2470666_1190448988_24543486__1979_by_PetitJeReve.jpg&h=1cc7d95528330cd6279a8caf7e7cc881" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><strong><em><br /></em><span style="font-size: smaller"><em> Comment to be added <3 <br /></em></span></strong></div><div style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-size: smaller"><em> please include your name and age <br /></em></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: smaller"><em> :)</em></span></strong></div>